Friday, February 04, 2011

Je t'aime depuis longtemps

Wow, hi best friend. Imagine running into you again.

Tears are real. Tears hurt. Especially when your friends seemingly abandoned you on the path of least resistance. I am so sorry. So, so sorry. Everything's a mess. And we weren't there to clean you up. Or I wasn't, for sure. I'm going to bring a mop next time though. There will be a next time soon.

So soon. Hello, deceptacon...
Pieces fall together. Pieces fall apart. However, I want to glue our fucking pieces together because I am impatient, confused, beating around the bush, unhappy but happy, confident and not, and altogether a jumbly mess because the pieces keep falling apart. And they need to stick together. Together is a much happier state than apart. Lo and behold.
Can't we be the kittens holding daisies in a rainstorm?
I'm sorry, that's the image I get when people compare their lives to puzzles, because it's so overdone.
(Like kittens holding daisies in a rainstorm.)

Did I mention....

When people are upset with me, avoiding me, or have a problem with me, I like them to tell me.
And I know everyone says that. But legitimately, tell me.
TELL ME.
TELLMETELLMETELLME.
Or else those kittens will turn into angry alleycats, their daisies will droop, and the rain will turn acidic.

I am in a dangerous mood right now. I plan to go for a run in the dark to placate my whirring brain.

And then, we sever...

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