Pardonnez-moi, Rachel;

I am so sorry, Rachel. I have not had the time to blog in maybe a week. Maybe more. Except I don't think more. But it may be. Here is why:

1) Kiwanis classes; sometimes, I think, a horrendous waste of time and energy and anxiety. For serious. They're all fun and games, except when 7 people are playing the same piece, when tone-deaf people try to sing Defying Gravity, and you do not understand the thought processes of the adjudicators. I just don't get it.
Plus, I miss singing See, I'm Smiling all the time.

2)Ballet exam; which is finally over. I think maybe I succeeded in not failing; hopefully; is it wrong to hope for something like that? I think it might be incurring on the wrath of the Hope Monster. But, you know. I did have outstanding pirouettes, I will say this much. I definitely did not fail the section of my exam entitled "Pirouettes en Pointe or otherwise". I hope there is a section entitled as much. There I go again. There goes the Hope Monster.

3)With the weather starting to be friendlier outside, I'm actually spending time running around and biking around outSIDE, in the REAL world, instead of watching House/Buffy the Vampire Slayer reruns all day on the computer. It is usually during those periods of time I get most of my blogging done. This is probably the reason they all tend to turn out a little on the kooky-krazy side.

4) I have seen my friends. I had lovely times with them, being angsty and eating gluten and sugar free meals, and chatting up to all hours of the night, and watching the Swan Princess...also being angsty with them, supportive of them, and loving them. Loving them is the hardest part. Also the most time-consuming.
Hee-Hee.

5) With all the school I have missed because of points 1) and 2), I have been madly painting, locating les abscisses a l'origine, writing revolutionary statements en francais, and contemplating lines and/or songs. This allows for not much time doing other things. Emphasis on the 'madly painting.'
(But it is coming out lovely, now.)

Messages to certain people:

"Hello; you are beautiful, talented, perpetually joyous, you remind me of ginger ale and I love spending time with you. If I wasn't frightened of frightening you off (yeah right, haha), I would follow you around everywhere you go."

"There is a place in this world where I wish I could take you away from all these stupid troubles. It is called Disneyland. We would wreak havoc, and ban those with Y-chromosomes from entering the aforementioned -land."

"I like your aviator sunglasses, your nose-ring, and your leather boots. If you had blue suede shoes, I would love those too. Also, fruit is the fruit of life."


"You put up with every silly single little enmity and problem I deal with every day, and you keep me laughing. Also, you have an affinity, as of late more than ever, with bad jokes. I may love you more for it."


"Smile more, frown less. Drink more tea, it soothes the ears."

"Oh god. Fix everything. Or else I will kill you."